I was happy when my first born told me she was pregnant. Posterity! That was what I really wanted. But after a couple of hours of celebrating, it hit me like a ton of bricks: I was to be a "grandmother". A grandmother? I'm 46 years old and I looked 35. I am definitely too young to be called "Grandma". So I went about asking my friends what name for Grandma they used or what their grandchildren called them. The results were interesting.
"MeeMa" is the southern version and that is pretty popular where we are living in Alabama but I didn't like it. "Oma" is the German form but that didn't sound like a young grandma either. "Iidee" (pronounced I-dee) is Finish for Grandma as "YaYa" is in Greek. But those didn't seem to fit either. I kept thinking there must be some name I can be happy with. "Nona" is the Italian version and Bunica, Romanian. It sounded exotic but not quite right. "Nadie" is Hungarian and "Bubby" is Yiddish. Still not right. There were also other suggestions: Mimi, Vivi, Gram, and Granny. None of those seemed to work for me so I kept searching. I asked the mail ladies at the post office. I asked strangers in line at the grocery story. I asked women at the auto center at Walmart and the Pharmacist down the street. Everywhere I went I asked, but nothing struck my fancy.
Then one of my daughters rented the movie "Rumor Has It". This was a real eye opener for me. In the movie, the Grandmother (played by Shirley McClain) refused to be called Grandma. She didn't like it at all and told her granddaughter to stop calling her that even though she looked old enough to be a grandma. This really frustrated her granddaughter (Jennifer Aniston) in the movie and that gave me more food for thought.
Soon after that I took a trip to Phoenix for the annual ANWA writer's retreat and decided to drive to Los Angeles afterward to see my daughter, her husband and the newest member of the family. So there I was driving across the desert to LA from Phoenix. It's a 4 hour drive and I put a CD in the player and started driving. I had lots of time to think. I had to make a decision. Was it really that important to find a name that didn't sound too old or was that just my pride getting in the way? The drive went really fast and before I knew it I was driving down the freeways of Los Angeles on my way to my daughter's house. During that time I realized something: It doesn't really matter what you call yourself. You are your children's grandparent.
Flying back to Alabama I made my decision. Being called Grandma was much more important for my grandchildren than for me feeling old or young. It really doesn't matter. I can still feel young after spending time with them; it's all a state of mind. After all, they just want a grandma to be with them and that is what counts the most.
